despite the house sitting and the excess of good shows and time spent with one of my favorite people, i feel like my life is getting harder.
i can't seem to find a way out of my present distressing circumstances. my family seems to have turned on me as a whole. my money/moving out situation is ironic. If I stay at home this summer I will have 3 months without my parents and a lot of time with my friends. If I go to Alaska I will have to spend the summer in close quarters with my parents, not see my friends, but will probably be able to move out when I get home. where do i go, what do i do?
i feel so hurt by so many people right now. people that are supposed to love me, my sisters, my parents, one of my closest friends. i feel like giving up, but i don't know how.